A special's article

Today , i read an essay which is about my friend
The title is why am i proud of myself .

i went through the essay
actually i got a few point quite similar with her

Actually , i aint a positive thinker
is the realistic life force me to be

No doubt , i can say that i've mature thinking but with selfish attitude
i hate being this
sometime i even can feel my selfishness
i feel shame
somehow , i use my heart to treat my dear friends
i am sorry that sometime i did fake to some of you
i dont want to , but its for OUR good know ??
i just want peace , no war
a true friendship but not lies
so why not we pretend as nothing whenever you knw there's gonna happen a WAR between you and your friends ?
we could prevent it happen !

honestly i dont like argue with friends , i feel bad , really bad
because i always feel that i was the right one
slap myself**
but sometime i knw i was wrong

i've found one bestie in my life
thats janice :)

we both have our own characteristic
sometime i really cant bear with her attitudes
people around you all are treat you sincerely
for me , i'm 100% treat you as my babe sis
No matter you'll understand me or not .
still , i know that its hard to find a bestie
so i dont want to lose you as my most precious babe
i hope our friendship could last forever =))


different people have different attitude
we cant change but to accept

i know , i know all these .

Even how hard is the situation
i'll still change it into a ' better ' one
i'll use a different point of view .
because this is life
we've to go through many things
just you haven meet the hardest part .
so i am quite glad that i've this characteristic :")
i treat every obstacle in my path as a challenge , a growing process for me .


i believe in fate , karma .

i dont hope to make any mistake that will hurt anyone of my friends ,
if i did , i'm sorry . i dont mean it .
i am kind :PP