沒事找事來寫

首先我要声明，这不是一篇emo post。纯粹是要表达一些事物，我心很小，装不下那么多东西。lol

2年前，xmas eve & new year eve i was also spent with my lovely friends.All of us was still single,thing still go smooth. I had a very nice countdown night with them.

Last year,xmas eve i was spent with family ,most of frens were not here due to busy studies or spent with boyf. 

Then new year eve i spent with them again,was a happy night although i'm the only one single.lol

This year,xmas eve i pass with them again,left out carmen and janice. Carmen need do her revision as her final is approaching then janice went to her boyf's friend house celebrate it.

Although we together,but the feel had changed. Seriously idk why ? My problem ? I just can't get back the same feeling as 2years ago.Perhaps i was still the only one never step forward. Hmm may be ??

Then the coming nye,i have a feeling of fear . I'm fear of i'll face the same feeling,i totally dislike it cuz it ruin my mood and disturb me.

There's nth can destroy me physically but mentally. 

May be i'm single ? haaaaa lol may be again ? why can't god give me a prince charming before 2011 end ?? so that he can help me settle it.

Too many ques inside my mind until i dunno how to tell people,i just feel so weird ? 

我的感覺是無奈，無助，而不是傷心失落。因為我不懂得要怎樣去解決這問題，我不懂得為什麼會這樣？

也許這兩年發生很多事，我的思想已經不再是17歲的那時候的我。

我知道很多事情不必想得那麼深入..簡簡單單就好。可是這2年所經歷過的事情逼我把每件事情都從很多角度去想。

有句話說的很對 “ Thinking too much, so you always put yourself in a bad mood "

我以前是happy go lucky girl,真的... 

現在好像變了老人家，emo girl -.- choi choi choi .

can you let me have a rest ? don't always expect me to be the one who do everything ~ i'm not superlady :)

我有很多很多朋友，可是我不懂我整天覺得自己沒有朋友 /.\ *啦啦啦 開玩笑啦*
其實我很幸運，每次有事情都有朋友在我身邊幫我，和我聊天。

可能我缺乏安全感，才會想那麼多 ：）

我快詞窮，不懂怎麼去表達.. -.-'' 算了~等下越寫越離體...

♥ 20.12.11 OTk with babes

又是一個美好的早晨 哈哈 和我的姐妹去唱k 我的至愛! 我可以大展歌喉~

Janice先來我家然後再去~ 她。真。的。很。美。咯 +_+ 

可憐的她，頭髮染了顏色，可是不上色，哈哈

這次選去Otk 唱，沒去過那邊 就試試看怎麼樣..
起始價錢還差不多，沒多大分別呢（和kbox比）可是叻..音響不怎麼好咯 -.-''
一直有嗡嗡聲 ？ 我不覺得我們開到大聲咯,是你們的pa system問題

進到去 興奮過頭敲到膝蓋 痛到!! 入心入肺 == 沒有啦，其實是自己不小心敲到的 :((
活該咯

通常一般女生在同一房間會做什麽呢？不要說同房..在一起的時候..
就是拍照啦！ 哈哈 我真的很喜歡apple 的前鏡頭 很美很美咯 所有缺點都可以遮完 大愛大愛！！

我的最愛 : Mirror Effect !

Hahahahha can't stop laughing !!

不懂做麼 那一天好像沒什麼心情唱歌*開頭啦* 到中間才熱身起來 :( lalala 隨便啦都過了 (╯^╰)

點了很多很多英文爆炸歌..那些clubbing song..有feel有feel 嘻嘻
 不過也有點華語歌..我喜歡hebeeeee :DD

我不經常去club,可是我喜歡聽那些歌. 可以舒緩下自己~ 真的叻 = =

外面走廊，贊！有大大面鏡子叻...

5點這樣，走人~ 掰掰嚕 看看下次是幾時在來吧~

過後去Haagen Dazs 試下它們的冰淇林.. 其實很貴下咯 奢侈品 抱著試下無妨啦的心態去吃 很不錯叻!

可是有的選，我還是會選tutti frutti 的，大杯又好吃，價錢都算中等 ^^

過後要載jeannie去南區，她講在‘cowboy' restaurant,其實那間餐廳是叫‘ coffee boy ' 咯 哈哈哈 她傻了

寫到這，明天又要做工咯 。多多的錢來~我要買東西 :D

祝大家有個愉快的聖誕節 ! 

ps : do you like my blog background music ?? i love it damn much !

♥ Waiyan's day

Having the mixed feeling of the day.1st,celebrate waiyan's birthday, 2nd was kind of last outing with yaoyao in this year ??
Awww dunno when only get to see you again! gossip gossippp!!

Just walked around ipoh parade with both of them then walked all the way to Syuen Hotel for education fair.LOL *not that far actually,just around 3mins away from the mall*
we were not suppose to went there but there's still plenty of time so went there have a look ^^
still rmb the last time i went there was 2years ago,with my lovely classmates..ouhh time flies..

After that went to secret recipe (:

yo happy birthday lil girl.haha don't always complained that you're fat !! what am i then ? giant ? :(( seriously i look HUGE if stand beside both of you -.- skinny nyyy!!

Wish you all the best ^__^

Chatime next ! yay thanks to waisum and min zheng purposely come fetched us!! *appreciate*

then yc together.made lot's of funny jokes.hehehe

rmb ? *FFFUUUU* haha

copy from the 9gag - MEME face -.-

The b'day girl with yaoyao.

sao sing luiii with me ;D

Misss you lar yaoyaoooo! :D

Lastly,it was a great day with 'em. Show you a pic with my favourite flavour ice-cream ! :3

Guess what ? It's MINTTTTT hoho :D

like a lil girl,still craving for ice-cream~^^*

till here then.xoxo :*)
update again tmrw ~

♥ Hi Colour !

Say You Love My New Hair Colour Alright :)

♥ 15.12.11

Since the laptop is still with me,shall update a post!

Oh yeay finally the toughest exam was ended on wednesday. Not much feeling,idk what to say.
BUT,i'll really miss all my frens,especially me lovely classmate..so much memories throughout the year..Fate brought we all together as classmates,and now fate brought us away from each other..
Hope we all could still keep in touch no matter how. (:

Berfore account paper,i kept going out........to revise my account with my frens.LOL this is so call ' last minutes hug god's leg ' hahaha

Account is the most headache subject for me,i swear i'll never want to be accountant -.-'' HATE ACCOUNT.
so while doing all these,camwhore with yaoyao ^^
She's going genting,must take more photo between me and herrrrr!! Don't cha forget me when you become casino manager. Muahaha

I love this the most!!

Both days also at KFC.i think the staffs over there must be hates us alot cuz we just order so little thing but sat for the whole day ..loll

Okay will do more update 'if' the laptop is still with me :D xoxo.

♥ 2weeks

2weeks . start from tmrw i gonna live without my lappie for 2weeks!
Due to some personal reason my laptop have to lend it to my sis's bf. Hmmm..nvm i know he will treat me eat xD haha


I wonder my phone able to update blog or not ? would have a try :D

Misss me.hehe

FMS

My long lost fren name Mr.Emo come look for me yesterday. Guess what,it's begin of the month AGAIN.
wtf seriously idk what i had done wrong till he come visit me once in a month , and it does last for few days.

SIGH, don't know why always get stuck on friendship problem.I was always the one who put so much effort in a friendship,i'm not expecting to get back the same as i give out,but at least some caring and respect ?
I just feel my life so miserable now. I damn hate myself.
I know why i get emo easily,cuz i'm greedy.

Once upon a time i was having EVERYTHING, i enjoyed it. now it had gone,so i miss the feeling,i hope i can get back those satisfied feeling,so i keep on demanding for more,demanding for a better life.
Its not my fault isn't it ? WHO DON'T WANT A BETTER LIFE ? not to say better life,atleast have family,frenship,relationship.

Ya i do have family,friendship? half half . Relationship ? damn

A person like me consider as good already as i know out there're far more ppl pity than me.
they got no frens no family no love no everything.
WHY AM I STILL COMPLAINING THIS AND THAT ??? Fckkkkmyself

but i cannot control :(( I think i just lack of sense of secure from everything.
Help me,i don't wanna become like this.Is there anyone can get rid this problem for me ? :((

Why can't i just feel satisfied for everything ?
where are my friends when i need you all ?

sigh,nobody cares.


WORST EVER FEELING.

♥ Hi , my name is vki !

Another post which been delayed for like a month. /.\ couldn't put the blame on me cuz i was really kinda busy last month.

I'm getting more freeeee now cuz there's only left two papers for me ! YAY ! Having one week break ,try to update more often (: 

Actually i already forgot what's the suppose we went out that day.lol i just knew i had so much fun on that day :D:D 

Our first stop was Secret Garden,lol i don't think i can afford to go there again unless i got atleast 60bucks on my hand,for a lunch either dinner. :S

while chit chatting with the 2pretty , janice and molie , we played with the ipad photobooth. haha we were like some kind of crazy women that just came out from tanjung rambutan cuz  laughing non stop over there.tsk tsk ^__^

Both of them are my bestie forever,much of love'ss :D

Okay, let's be crazy now....ready ?? haha

haha she looks like hipopotomus* forget is it spell like this* hahaha

she'll kill me off once she read this.lollol

Haha ok enough, when in the car..again

Hi,my name is cutie vki , nice to meet you :)

You cannot laugh at my face , my nose , my mouth ok!

Muahaahaha sot*

Aiyer you see our eyes, soo duper effin cute la!! so big,mickey ? hahaha ^^

Pc fair next. Accidently met kenny over there, He worked for P1. 

we was dare him to go high tea with us on the spot since he said he's the boss there. unexpectedly, he really went with us =.=' aiyo

Secret Recipe next .

Wuaahaa,  he bing affected by us! Look,alien kenny's hereeeeeee !!

Four of us.Say 'cheeseeee'

That's all for my day,what a wonderful day out.

Kamsahamidaa xoxo.