Miracle

The same thing happen in the same month

Last year december .
Went for movie with him and frens , fetch me back , date me on xmas eve
i dont like him , i fall on someone , i told myself this is impossible , i dont wanna see him .

This year december

I CAN SAY THE STATEMENT ABOVE ALL OCCUR DURING THIS MONTH !!!
omfg , i couldn't believe this actually happen to me , god , are you fool with me ?? :-(


i told janice , i dont know how
she asked me whether i am serious to him .
i dont know how to ans ?
i said hmm , perhaps now i still haven meet my mr.right , so my feeling still reserve for him , until i find someone that i love someday ..

but i feel myself very bad , especially when facing '' THEM ''
it's like i did something that make myself guilty =(
i am sorry

will this world have miracle ?
I hope my xmas's wish come true :-(
i beg you , god .