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Hmm, i wanted to blog about last sunday , a half day trip to gopeng.. i try to blog but fail.
i think i shall just make it another day ..'
i thought i'll be alright after ytd . but i think i am not , absolutely not .
I'm still feeling upset about ytd ,my phone got stolen by somebody else . There're many photos , contact numbers , messages ..
when i was free , i'll view back those photo , it bring me a wide smile on my face , but no longer now .
Some messages which i've saved , drafts as well .. alot alot ..
i'm really sad :'( is it a hint from god ? want me remove everything ? but please , it's too over , if i would have a chance to go back yesterday , i wouldn't choose to bring my camera out .
Usually i use my phone to take photo , but ytd was different , i brought camera along . Everything were captured by the camera , hence , my phone was being neglect :'((
i'm really very regret and angry about why i so careless , so stupid , leave my phone on the toy car . wtf i want to slapp myself .
why ???!!! :( if you want my phone just take it la !! but atleast return my memory card to me please
i wonder why god always like to let me face different type of obstacle . why ? this prob settle , then here another problem . Im really so fed up , damn it .
want me to go through all these thing ?? oh no , i dont want , i just want a simple life . i dont need anything to stronger myself .

The feeling was so terrible , when i was dialing to my phone . Someone pick up , no matter how loud i shouted HELLO , no one ans , and i clearly know that the sound come from the phone WAS TOTALLY SAME LIKE THE POSITION I STANDING !! which mean my phone still around but 'kidnap' by a bastard .
i keep running around see whether if anyone holding my phone . but , FAIL .
i'm so useless , dont even can ' rescue' back my phone ,i'm sorry :(

It's not an expensive phone , but everything inside mean alot to me !!!!!!! why you wanna be a thief ????? SHAME ON YOU , YOU THIS RUBBISH !!!!!!! :'((

miracle always wont appear on me
i always hoping for something else ,but at last i get nothing !! i wonder why are there some people can be so free from stress . god please , make some miracle on me , i'm really tired of facing any kind of problem .

i feel so helpless . God , do you hear me ?
i just want a person and my memory card back .

as i said , miracle always wont happen on me .


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slapp me please