♥ 7/4/11

Helloo,i think my busy day is approaching me..nono should say i'm already in busy mode :(

I haven't done with my group research project and the due date is around the corner , i haven't start revise as the Pre-test is coming soon *although just a pre-test,but i hope can do well :( * , i haven't complete my homework * i'm doing * , i got a job for this upcoming sat and sun..
urghh, time is running out. 

Sometime i wonder should i work but whatever la since i already accepted this job,only two days, hope i can manage my time well :-(



Arghh, my mood is quite .. urm normal ny.. better than last week *wink* ..


I shall continue this post by tmrw, time to do homework! Tataa ~

Thanks god for blessing me**

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dut dut dut...

better update now,otherwise i'll be so busy for the upcoming week :S

 Mood keep swing this few days, but still consider as good la :-)

since i was young  until now, i am really jealous those girl who have natural beauty.. 

They have flawless skin, so fair , big eyes , sharp nose .. my 2nd sis have these all.. :-( 

I always asked my mum , why jie is so pretty but not me -.- I and my sis really so bigggg different -.- She really have naural beauty , needn't to make up . 

Sometime i was sad becuz everytime i go out also need make up, i feel so fake. How i wish i have flawless skin, atleast no dark circles !! @#$%^&*( 

When meet with those pretty girl, i feeeel like bang myself to the wall, lol . i feel like go do plastic surgery as IF THERE'S NO SIDE EFFECT . i'll really go for it AS IF NO .

:-(( 

sometime i make up , i cover everything just because i dont wanna scare people away , as may be close frens of mine already used to it . but ... 我過不了自己那一關 T^T

Sometime i even think of ya, he dont like me because i'm ugly , i aint pretty than her .  

so..? what can i do ??

even some ppl said my pic and real look is different.. so how ?? what you want me to do ?? i want it to happen ????? Do you know i'm upset about it ??

if there's no different then what for i go for make up ? i just wanna make myself be more confident.. :-(

i admit i dont have natural beauty, atleast allow me to make up cover those flaws .. 

whenever i see the frens of mine didn't make up go out,and still they are pretty fine with it. I am jealous :-( 

Perhaps some of you might say " hey, you ain't that ugly without make up! be confident! " 

Nooo,sorry . I cant be . 

arghh...

i dont know what to say already.. have to prepare for work.. :-)

cheer , smile*