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Okay , before continue to blog about those post which i haven't post up , lemme express my feeling out first .

Seriously idk why i will have that feeling on the bus  ? It's like , hmm back to those days ? My heart was like get into a clinch , so uncomfortable.

I swear to god that i doesn't have feeling toward him ANYMORE ! Hello , flash back something doesn't mean  still have those feeling but just miss those times and we knew that we couldn't go back anymore .

Coz i know , i know if there's a right guy appear , i'll just go for it .

This time I really don't know why ?? why would i think back ?? First time ever .

Felt so complicated at that moment, when listening to music, what appear in my mind was ..

" so familiar .. how come the feeling i had now so familiar .. "

" It's was like the times when i going back to ipoh from NS ?? The journey was long enough, and i don't feel like going back "

" Ipoh was once a terrible place for me , lot's of memories , bad memories "

This time, i have the same feeling .. I don't feel like going back to ipoh . I wish i could just stay at singapore .

At S'g , When the wind blew on your face, it was so relax and stress-free.. I like,seriously melted.

I think, i really get so fed up on ipoh life, i need a break plz .


Yea , someone really hurt me so deeply , perhaps until today i still couldn't forget every single words he said .

" If you don't love the person enough , what for you chase after her and then leave her alone after that ? "

" You make me believe , you make me feel what's LOVE , and then gone far far away ? "

Everytime i just feel like saying , F you . Don't you ever appear infront of me anymore . I HATE YOU ! Hate you for took my heart away then break it !

But , after half years i think , my mood went better . Slowly slowly , i forgot it already and i started accept it .

IN this year , these shit feeling was gone, everything started turn good to me .

I hope it's a good start . BUT , you make me realized that 对的人，是很难找到.

Yea it's true, but nvm i can more concentrate on my study first , no need get hurt :)

Again, am not missing you nor still like you . Just really hard to forget all those moments , no matter it was sweet or bitter .


我伤心不是因为他，只是觉得人的感情真的可以很脆弱。
说走就走。

好了，说完了就要好好收拾心情，不想让自己浪费时间。