15/4/11 What a day.

Something serious was happened today,wow,what a day to REMEMBER. 
It was about my school .

Everything started from a mis-understanding . WHY DONT YOU JUST TALK TO US NICELY WHEN YOU WAS ABOUT TO TELL US THAT WE'RE WRONG ?

Yes i knew we're wrong in the 1st place,BUT I SURE that if you didn't raise up your voice,scold us like shit, my friend don't even will rebel you ! You know, if you talk to us nicely, scold us in a better way.i assume that everything will be different !! 

You're human,We're human. We both have feeling as well ! Why we disobey you ?? You care every little things,those which you shouldn't touch on you also did it. We're like this when we were in secondary school,why we can live happily in our secondary sch life but not in this sch ??? Just a little thing also wanna make it BIG.  HUH ?? We disobey you doesn't mean we're bad students, doesn't mean will affect our studies. You're just over strict on us.  My fren can score well in her academic !

Try to stand on our view and look at the thing, i bet if you're our class teacher, YOU DON'T EVEN WILL DO THIS TO US !! You don't know us well, so do we. We really dont know what the hell you want from us ?? This is NOT the way you should do .

Don't judge a book by its cover ok ??

As you said we are already 19, so ?? We have our right to voice out anything !!

You said fed up on us, so when you see some of the student crying infront of you, crying infront of the HM , you'll feel better ? Will you ?? I bet you won't right ? as if you're a human . So why don't make our life easier ?
We should have a conversation, in a gentle way . You wanted us to speak out what you've done wrong infront of the HM , WHO DARE TO SAY ANYTHING ?? DON'T WE SCARE OUR RECORD WILL JUST SCRATCH LIKE THIS ??
Your this action will only make us EVEN hate you.

Whatever,half year to go. I DONT CARE YOU !

♥ SR / 14/4

 

I loveeee cheese cake ! *urrmm,certain flavour la,NOOO to durian* 

yeah,that day went S.R again for greentea cheesecake with Janice :) 

Ituuu pig lazy drive,always want to eat but don't wanna drive,but this time she willing to come fetch me go together,haha . I think she's really hungry XD

How gooood if there's peppermint cheese cake,LOL.  Imma peppermint addict :/

whatever lu, eat 1st ^^x 

Wooow, we were like always talk talk talk, until end up when is time to home, she stood up and prepare to back home.

Then i told her " heyy,we haven't payyyy one arhh !!!! " -.-''

so sweat,luckily i rmb. if not.... many FISH around us... 

Summarise of the day ! Yoo,but i kinda forget when is it, nvm la. as long as i wrote it here.teehee.

 

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 14/4/11
Today just had my P.perniagaan & Ekon paper. wooots, first time write non stop until the last 5mins, thanks to teacher actually -.- i think they afraid us to fail again..ahemmmm.

Hopefully get a better marks la,i dont want always get suck marks :-(
and MUET exam fall on saturday... arghh T^T  My broken english can get band 4 arh ??? lollolllll ~~

Laii laii laii, see this baby :) I love her, she loveeee me too ! Hahaa, yeay really , she always want me to embrace her in my arms :P

♥ 4/4/11

怎麼說，明天還有考試，我還在打部落，明天的考試還是最要命的，生意和經濟，我的天啊 拜託! 不要肥佬就可以咯 :(

其實想要更新一下，也想寫下那天所看到的場景。。

還記得上個星期一，上著課時，突然有一位女孩告訴我們說可以出去做supporter,support我們學校的Netball Competition ! 我那麼八卦，肯定會出去湊湊熱鬧 ：P 所以就和朋友出去看看。

看到好多不同學校的人來比賽，這時候我看到一位女生，來自xx學校，她們應該是比賽完畢可是還想留下來支持她們的學校吧，我不懂啦。

我看到那女生在觀看著，然後她爸爸在他背後拍拍她的肩膀，說要回家咯。
那女生就給了一個很不屑的眼神，然後說你幹嘛進來，他爸爸就說”我要看看嘛“（帶著微笑的表情）然後她女兒沒有管他，而且還很不屑的眼神。
我看到都傻眼，怎麼這樣對爸爸。過後他爸爸叫他回家，那女生就說等下先拉，然後就甩甩她的肩膀，就好像要撥開他爸爸的手那樣。然後我就看到那爸爸的表情還是笑笑的說，快點啦，11點多咯。

他女兒就對她朋友說，“你看看我后面，我爸爸來了" 一副很不甘願的眼神說著。

那時候我心想，你爸爸都好聲好氣的對你說，你什麽態度啊。
過後應該是她爸爸趕時間啦，又再問多一次說要回家了。
那女兒還是一樣，不要回，還擺一副臭臉。她爸爸還是很好聲好氣的笑笑，然後退后。

不懂做麼，我看到很火咯。
我不懂為什嚒那女生要這樣，我不懂詳細的內容，可能是爸爸早到？可能是那女兒的脾氣壞？ 我不懂啦。
我只知道這樣的態度很要不得，什麽樣嗎。。
 
之後看不下去，回班上課~


我想回，可能自己以前也有犯過同樣的錯誤，真覺得對不起。
可能每個人都會經歷一些比較壞，比較叛逆的年紀？
有時候要趁早改過，免得以後後悔：） 慶倖自己以前也不是很壞，可能對家人態度有點野蠻吧。我改著咯 ：）

♥ 4/4/11 記錄

 

喜歡用iphone4拍照哦 不錯不錯 一直拿jeannie的來拍 -。-

嘿喲 今天沒有上學 因為知道要寫部落所以不上咯..... lol 開玩笑  ==
工作好累哦 弄到我的腳好痛 什麽鞋子 穿到我的腳跟痛到......-。-

所以就不上學啦 :p 順便可以更新下這裡 ^^

話說回上個星期一和 amanda / jeannie 兩位美妞逛街， toooo bad janice不在 人家很忙的叻 嘻嘻 她真的不得空啦 ~

每一次都是我先到 -.-等兩位美女 過後和Jeannie先去sasa逛逛 ，我又要買東西咯，錢只會出，不會進 :-(
買防曬膏還有卸妝水 我還有whitening lotion ,  aqua gel for dark circles , concealer  etc etc 要買， 都差不多用完了。arghh 錢不夠用3 應該找我來拍 :-(

在等待amanda的同時.......



 

 

  

之後等到amanda來了， 就去sushi kingggggg 吃momm momm \\(^.^)//
詳情不多說啦，來來去去都是女生之談. LOL


 




 很討厭咯，爲什麽我的臉骨要那麼寬啊....


 你們可以叫我魚蛋了 O-O-O-O-O-O-O--






來個合照 O_O




5點就會了 下大雨哦 | | | 

就這樣啦，還會更新關於工作還有些日常生活 。 :-)

♥ 7/4/11

Helloo,i think my busy day is approaching me..nono should say i'm already in busy mode :(

I haven't done with my group research project and the due date is around the corner , i haven't start revise as the Pre-test is coming soon *although just a pre-test,but i hope can do well :( * , i haven't complete my homework * i'm doing * , i got a job for this upcoming sat and sun..
urghh, time is running out. 

Sometime i wonder should i work but whatever la since i already accepted this job,only two days, hope i can manage my time well :-(



Arghh, my mood is quite .. urm normal ny.. better than last week *wink* ..


I shall continue this post by tmrw, time to do homework! Tataa ~

Thanks god for blessing me**

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dut dut dut...

better update now,otherwise i'll be so busy for the upcoming week :S

 Mood keep swing this few days, but still consider as good la :-)

since i was young  until now, i am really jealous those girl who have natural beauty.. 

They have flawless skin, so fair , big eyes , sharp nose .. my 2nd sis have these all.. :-( 

I always asked my mum , why jie is so pretty but not me -.- I and my sis really so bigggg different -.- She really have naural beauty , needn't to make up . 

Sometime i was sad becuz everytime i go out also need make up, i feel so fake. How i wish i have flawless skin, atleast no dark circles !! @#$%^&*( 

When meet with those pretty girl, i feeeel like bang myself to the wall, lol . i feel like go do plastic surgery as IF THERE'S NO SIDE EFFECT . i'll really go for it AS IF NO .

:-(( 

sometime i make up , i cover everything just because i dont wanna scare people away , as may be close frens of mine already used to it . but ... 我過不了自己那一關 T^T

Sometime i even think of ya, he dont like me because i'm ugly , i aint pretty than her .  

so..? what can i do ??

even some ppl said my pic and real look is different.. so how ?? what you want me to do ?? i want it to happen ????? Do you know i'm upset about it ??

if there's no different then what for i go for make up ? i just wanna make myself be more confident.. :-(

i admit i dont have natural beauty, atleast allow me to make up cover those flaws .. 

whenever i see the frens of mine didn't make up go out,and still they are pretty fine with it. I am jealous :-( 

Perhaps some of you might say " hey, you ain't that ugly without make up! be confident! " 

Nooo,sorry . I cant be . 

arghh...

i dont know what to say already.. have to prepare for work.. :-)

cheer , smile*